Puzzle Pieces

I FORGOT TO MENTION - I MOVED!!!

2010-03-12T03:15:00.002+08:00

OMG sorry every haha! i forgot to mention that i've moved to a new blog. If you've been following my blog then please follow my new one cause i'm too lazy to clean this blog haha! here's the link :

http://kien-lam.blogspot.com/

haha, so read my updates over there! See you all soon!

Champions..that's us!

2009-08-20T22:35:00.002+08:00

The title says it all! SMKB bagged the 1st place in Pertandingan Lagu Patriotik Koir Rukun Negara xD! RM 2000 and representing Wilayah Persekutuan to the nationals at Pahang woots! Hopefully I can go lor...so near my exam zzz.

I even got a TV interview LOL! But they guy didn't tell me when and where will it be broadcasted ==. Ai Teng got a newspaper cover..nice. Happeyyyyyyyyy =DDDD

Swim doggy swim =D

2009-07-27T01:01:00.001+08:00

The dog the owner was training xD!

the weekend!

2009-07-27T00:07:00.005+08:00

Hey everyone, here's the update about my weekend.

Saturday

I.U Day 2009 by SMKB Interact Club. It was held at Regal House Restaurant at Kepong. Was called by Jaishin to perform. Reached school at 11.30. Met the guys. They lost 7 -2 to college students =( Takpe la next time try again. Makan maggi mee sup and chatted with them. Eugene ajar guitar sikit, lol. Around 1, walked to Regal House. Practiced abit, so on. Chester came and helped abit. Was kinda nervous lol because I chose my song last minute haha. Hui Ying and Jaishin started the event with speeches and all. There was fashion show performance. Then EDEN performed, Untitled performed and lastly me haha. I think I did okay la...not very good. Faked the guitaring LOL! After that Yong Jin's gang did a hip hop routine and that's about it.

Had to go to Hwei Ling's house for her bday party. Since she stayed near Jegan's house, he agreed to send me haha. Thanks weh! But Jegan's car pro la! Traffic light green his engine mati LOL! Dam scared! Straight on and accelerate LOL! Dropped me in the middle of the road lol! Said bye, den want for party haha. Walked around Menjalara with Min Zhou, Christopher and Andrew haha! We wanted to go Rahimi's house LOOOL!!! But tak jadi haha. Went playground and later more people came join us. Then balik cut cake and around 10.30 called my dad and went home =)

Sunday

Today was nothing much. Woke up around 11 = =....went for lunch and Jusco. Bought some stationery as my pencil case was dirty already. Walked around, saw a new Yamaha shop and met Nicholas from 1990'z band haha! He was working there 'part' full-time. He showed me a guitar..classical. Felt damn nice..of course la..Rm 7500...you buy la LOL!! Chatted abit, then went to Popular to see some books. Went home after grocery shopping.

Around 6.30 p.m went cycling at Desapark City ( where else lol). Today super banyak orang weh! Overcrowded. The playground was filled with kids running around. Cycling also must go slow. At the lake, 1 guy was training his dog. He threw a bottle into the lake and the dog fetched it! The dog was damn good at swimming 0.o...proness haha! After that, cycled back and now I'm here blogging haha.

That's practically all. Lazy go school tomorrow la.. have to go still haiz. See you later. Bye!

MC's for the day

The lengzai one

And the leng lui one =D

Erin

Hui Ern and Yong Jin in Japanese costumes! Cute huh?

Yong Jin had no pockets xD!

Dragonball??!! 0_0

Hui Ern /Daw Jun / Yong Jin

Wai Yeap / Hui Ern / Yong Jin

EDEN

Untitled

Me =D!

Time flies..

2009-07-22T21:22:00.002+08:00

SPM lurking nearer.....omg. Actually, I wished it was hear long time ago..just finish it and be done with it! GAH! Now really =.=......want to study but not studying...die lor.!!

Its been kinda long since I updated what's going on. Well, for starters, last Friday we had Merentas Desa. Got 19th for Form 5 & 6 boy's catergory xD! Not bad la..top 20 got prize la xD! Then last Saturday went for Malam Kebudayaan. It was........not bad, but not very good either. Out of 10..I give..6? Hey I'm being nice already k? lol.

Now having monthly test..gosh, tomorrow last paper, Maths....wonder what wil happen =.=. This coming Saturday got performance for my school's Interact Club's I.U Day @ Regal House Restaurant ( at the kepong market, next to da old cinema) It starts at 3, so its kinda like a high-tea thingy, lol. Rm 12 if I'm not mistaken. I'm performing, so if ya wanna watch come lor xD! ( Warning : Boredom and waste of life mistakes is at own risk LOL!)

Anyway, that's all for now. Gotta start finding a good chinese song >.< Till then, bye everyone!

=?

Twitter!

2009-07-14T23:06:00.002+08:00

Yea i started xD! Follow meeeeee

http://twitter.com/rentrix

Weeeeeee.. twitt twitt!

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2009-07-14T22:54:00.001+08:00

what to post ler?? 0_0

Random photo xD!

On top of the world

2009-07-02T21:46:00.003+08:00

Didn't have tuition today, syok la...haha. So decided to go cycle in the evening. Where else..but Desapark City! xD. fav hangout place. So cycing halfway...den saw the other road heading to Desapark Heights...never cycled up there before so today go explore xD! Damn.....frigging...high....up...and..steep...slope..gosh. But made it to the top anyway xD! Met Jieyang's parents on the way 0_0. Weh up there rite..damn nice. Nice view..( can see our school) , lots of wind. Damn high up xD! Tried to guess which is Shir Yee's house...I think i found it LOL! Ah tired....but cycling down was awesome! Damn fast! and no cars! tenga....nice la..must go back up there again xD!

Da emo spot LOL

If you stare properly..you can see blue and red roofs..thats our school haha

Owh yea...on the way down, I passed by my normal route.and little did I realised that the shortcut i've been taking is actually....

Chun eh? lol, eugene you want to practice yur skating again, come here la lol. Any skaters or roller-bladders want go? =D

Alone.

2009-06-28T22:34:00.003+08:00

The title speaks for itself. Life sucks. Especially without friends. True friends. True? Define 'true', you ask? True means someone who's there to back you up, someone who understands, someone who supports and not make fun of you, laugh with you, never ditches you ( girlfriend/boyfriend nvm laaa), someone who helps you, someone......who consider themselves your friend. And its hard to find one.

True, I have loads of friends. Yea there are those from other classes and groups that supports me, but I'm not veeerrrryy close to them because I'm not in the same class or whatsoever.

I think I'm like super biasa with this already. Being teased. Joke topic. Ditched. Benn going through this since 2 years ago. Yet I tolerate. Why? Because I won't want to lose friends by being furious over it or whatever. Call me names, ditch me, anything. Even try pranking me through the phone to go somewhere, screw it. But my question is : What have I done or said to deserve all this?

Seriously, I thank those who listened to me and stuff, at least I know not everyone is like that. Who knows, being alone might be beneficial. Ah I don't know what I'm blabbering about now..

I woke up it was 7
I waited till 11
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think i got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on your own
And here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight...

And maybe when the night is dead, I'll crawl into my bed
Staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time, I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And they're gonna leave me here on my own and here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me

What the fuck is wrong with me?
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever

I'm just a kid

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world.

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me tonight

I'm all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cause I'm just a kid tonight

Till the end of the year.

2009-06-26T22:14:00.002+08:00

Open Day coming soon...gona die la...GG...wonder what Ellan gona say to my mom. Neways, wont be online much anymore...have to seriously start studying and catching my grades. Screw my mid-term results..have to score for my trials. Sumore uncle promised me a laptop if I get at least 6 distinctions for SPM. Gotta make it la..no way I'm gona screw this. Make it or break it. Stand up when you fall. Nothing is Impossible. Will see you guys soon. Bye!

Penang Trip ( late post xD)

2009-06-18T21:47:00.003+08:00

Okay....here a late post lol ( cuz I didnt have time to blog / lazy to blog xD! ) Here's about my Penang trip during the mid term holidays xD!

Day 1

OK..left home at around 8 or 8.30 a.m. on the 10th of June...Wednesday. It took around 4 hours to reach there from KL . Slept a lil bit during the journey and woke up when we were somewhere near the bridge lol . After that, we were driving around looking for out hotel LOL! Penang streets are confusing @@...in the end, found it haha. We stayed at Gurney Resort..5 star wehhh...or 4..drop already I think xD! Nvm, still awesome. We got a nice suite with 2 rooms..2 bathrooms, sea view and 2 TV. Got jacuzzi also 0_0...nice?

Our hotel is located on Persiaran Gurney...just drive up ahead can reach Gurney Drive!! Awesome food there! So first day didn't do much la..just settled down, checked out the hotel...went swimming xD! When night came only we went to Gurney Drive for dinner. After that, history la...lol..

Day 2

Woke up, cleaned up, pergi hotel's cafe, had breakfast xD! Buffet weeeee!! Damn alot of food to eat again LOL! After that, first visiting spot.....Fort Cornwallis! This used to be the place where Francis Light keep prisoner...protect Penang...err...what else? Ran around taking pics with bro and sis lo..haha

After that, we went to the Snake Temple. Snakeys hanging on the trees lol. But it seems that they wont be dangerous when there are burning incense although they are poisonous. But If u so pro go touch den yur prob la LOL!

Lepas tu, off to Kek Lok Si Temple...( I think that's how u spell it lol) Couldn't go see the giant Sleeping Buddha statue and Guan Yin statue...under construction =( Just walked around the place looking at the architecture....boring? lol.

Then it was time to balik hotel. On the way back, since we were passing by Batu Ferringhi, made my parents stop at the BEACH! Went there get some fresh air haha. Collected seashells and walked around abit. Then jump back into the car...stopped at Macdonalds for 'lunch' at 4 p.m. =.=

Went back hotel...bro and sis went swimming again, this time I lazy, so went play pool hehe =D After that, shower and went to Gurney Plaza to stock up some snacks for tonight. Then again go Gurney Drive for dinner LOL! Round 2! xD! Makan-ed, balik-ed,TV-ed dan tidurrr....

Day 3

Today goin back already, so went down for breakfast at the hotel's cafe again. Went back , pack up and checked out before 12. Before going back, visited the Toy Museum. Claims to be the largest in Asia and the biggest of it's kind. Damn a lot of toys 0_0. Pictures soon xD! After that.....tidor in the car until reach Ipoh...lunch at 4 p.m. again....den reach back home at 7 something. Cerita habis xD

Drive safely xD!

Trying to spot something lol

On the road

On the bridge xD!

Hotel lobby

View from hotel room.

Night at Persiaran Gurney

Statue dude. He sits there for....few hours lol.

Gurney Drive! Let's check out the food =DD

Chee Cheong Fun!

Ho Chien ( fried oysters )! This one rocks the most weh.

I recommend u buy Ho Chien from this store, remember it!

Asam Laksa woo hoo!

Penang Char Kuay Teow...awesome.

Sui Gau ( water dog xD! )

And for dessert..ice kacang with ice cream *slurrrrpp*

=I

Okay...now Day 2 photos xD! Lots more coming up ==...

Cereal for breakfast xD!

Fort Cornwallis

Francis Light is going down xD!

Posers xD

Save us? xD

Fam pic

Sibs

Looking at the horizon..

Snake Temple

The beach weeee :D

Hotel swimming pool =O

Artificial beach

Gym

Pool!

Day 3 now ==...expect lots of toys lol!

Thats the place..

Jack Sparrow

Lord of the Rings figurines

Night elf Druid

Bruce Lee 0_0

Silver Surfer

Orc Warrior

Spidey

L#O@L#O@#L SCARY MOVIE 4 LOL!

Andy Lau L#O@L#@O#LOL!!!

Thats all la xD

Oh, not forgetting to camwhore abit =)

Noob.

2009-06-14T19:52:00.003+08:00

I'm suppose to be blogging bout my hols in Penang right now, but I guess that'll have to wait. Not in the mood, really. I slept late again last 'morning' , at 6 a.m. and guess what time I woke up today? 6.45...............................

p.m.

Seriously, wtf am I doing with my life? Wasting my life away. I'd probably be like this next time when I'm out of school too. When that time comes my life is screwed for sure. Screw this....

Anyway, 2nd place ain't that bad...there's always next time. Rock on guys!

Piala Lange =.=

Tumbuhan lawan Mayat ( LOL????!!!)

2009-06-05T02:45:00.002+08:00

Lol! New addiction! Really cool game xD! All thanks to SHUKY!! Thanks for the intro xD! You all should try getting it. Its based on strategy and basically, you plant your plants to......stop the zombies from attacking your house LOL! Different plants have different skills. Different zombies have different gay-ness too ( I mean skills too xD!). As the level goes higher there are more zombies to face, new obstacles and more PLANTS! Played this game for like....2 hours down? Shuky played it 4 hours LOL! If ya wanna noe how to get it, msn me and i'll tell you =P

"blurlgurgubuekrheggu" ( Hello neighbour, I'm Crazy Dave)

xD!

3rd June 09 =O

2009-06-03T21:24:00.003+08:00

Omg, today was damn tiring.....slept very late the night before and woke up at 7.30 this morning to go school =.=. Reach around 8 o clock..got ready for the Choir Orientation stuff. It's not bad la..last minute had to think of what physical activity to let them do..lol. Left a bit early for tuition. Wanted ponteng physics...in the end went to class also. Super tired...slept like...40% of the class? okay....maybe its 60% ==. After that went downstairs...wanted to to skip chemistry already because too tired..Ravin and Fiona was there lol. Baru date habis la....aiseh..=D. In the end also...chose to go for Chemistry LOL! And didn't fall asleep! Wooo nice LOL!

After Chemistry, Dad came, send me home, then I left with my bike to Ai Teng's house to get my football back. Nearly got hit by a woman...dang =.= Got my ball and cycled back to Desa Park City..since the football field won't open till 16th of June...used the padang lapang there to kick and dribble abit..training lol. Then this guy whistled at me and I passed the ball to him. First thing he said to me was,

"This ball is hard!"

Dang I knew that lol. My football duno wtf dam hard one..zzz.

" You can't learn anything with this ball..too hard"

Then he started juggling and did some throw ins for me. Quite pro lol. Then I asked,

" Are you in any of the teams here?"
"Yea, I play for Desapark FC"
"0_0............"

Then he gtg lol, gave me some tips, LOL! Nice guy, hope he can teach me more. Then reli beh tahan adi lol. Cycled to Waterfront, went up the sports shop..looked at the Nike ball...then the Adidas one...checked my wallet....and....

Nike it is, xD! Just Do It. And I did LOL!

Oh btw, SMKB Taekwondo came out in the papers again!! Woots!!

http://thestar.com.my/metro/story.asp?file=/2009/6/3/central/4023566&sec=central
CLICK THE LINK ABOVE XD!

Byee~~~

Obsession...

2009-05-31T04:06:00.002+08:00

lol..have been playing the guitar ever since i borrowed from meiyin. learning to play..haha, and hopefully learn that song before holidays end. guitar dam nice la...easy to learn also...can play the 4 chords already =DD. sumore shuk huay and jas teach me 1 song each lol! lol...nice la...added 1 more skill in life.

oh, and my football juggling improve abit di, haha! can timbang abit, but still nt consistent >.
and i've been lifeless these days....example la...see wat time am i writing this post.lol. 4 a.m. =.=...den tmrw wake up late again lol. this week gona b a bit busy....tmrw have to go central market....then wednesday nid go school for activity...hmm...when to start studying? LOL!

@#&@($@($!!!!!!

2009-05-30T02:44:00.000+08:00

!&@#^@*$^@$)!&$@)($*&$(@!$*!$!@($*!@$@)#!@#&@!$&*(&@!$!!!!!!!!

#*&*!#&!@#!&$_@$&!_($&_)(!$*_)!!!!!!!! !#@!@$***** !#@U!#(!)#*!_)#*@!_$&!_$+!!!!@@!@!#!@!#!#!#!)$(+_)$(!_$+(!_$(!$_!(!)#+!@!!!!!

>.<

2009-05-27T22:02:00.001+08:00

Deleted the last two posts...lol..kacau la..mess up my blog zz. nvm nvm....lol.

Later going to JY's house to watch Man U OWN Barcelona! Match at 2 a.m. lol..finish around 5? Then later go skewl..xD! Tmrw Teacher's Day, sleep in dewan or class lor xD! Hope they win man! Glory glory Man United!

OMG!

2009-05-23T02:54:00.001+08:00

LOL!! dang..

MORE awesome!

2009-05-23T02:48:00.000+08:00

Talented eh?

Awesome!

2009-05-23T02:44:00.001+08:00

I wanna learn lol...

T.L in the papers woots!

2009-05-21T16:33:00.003+08:00

Yeah! T.L Taekwondo Academy is in da news =D! Recently MCA called upon us to perform every Sunday at Central Market and give a self defense workshop. And we made it to the papers! Good job guys! And of course, to Sir Eddie!

http://thestar.com.my/metro/story.asp?file=/2009/5/21/central/3933032&sec=central
<<< Go seeeee =)

Mid Term Death Term =D

2009-05-21T16:09:00.002+08:00

Ahhhhhh......mid-term exam still going on...2 more papers to go..omg....can't wait for it to finish off fast >.<. After that can go FOOTBALL! I wanna start saving for that Nike one already AHHH!!!!! Lets see what papers I died in already xD!

- Add Maths ( FOR SURE!!!)
- Modern Maths ( Maybe LOL! I suck at numbers seriously!)
- Biology ( 50/50)
- Sejarah ( 60/40) =D
- Chemistry and Physics sure die soon xD!

Crap man.....SPM coming closer ahh...die die die die....haiz.

MacD Day Out.

2009-05-15T21:12:00.002+08:00

This was last Monday lol. I'm blogging it now because I didn't have the time....stupid exam is on zzz. It was when my dad sent me to Cekap for Add Maths tuition. That day already cukup headache and some more Add Maths project didn't finish yet..omg...I decided skip tuition and go McD do project =). Reach there and the first 2 people I saw was Aryl and Afiq. 0_0! Rupa-rupanya they also ponteng Chemistry. Lol, and Marcus was upstairs. So ok la, ikut je. Later Fong also came along. All did stupid stuff lol. You'll get what I mean...=D

Sauce calligraphy. Aryl was trying to write his name >.<

Apple pie =0

Afiq:" Eh Aryl, your mom send sms la. She say,"I know where you are, run while you can!" " LOL!

As if studying la....

Wanted. Escaped from tandas sekolah.

3 study, 1 play

'Studying' hard..

This one really study la...xD

Dah kalah xP

Outside.

Gay-side ( Fong and Aryl only xD)

From left: Emo, Cool, Sad , Retarded , Dreamer

Suddenly Jegan came! And this suppose emo pic doesn't look emo lol.

Mothers Day.

2009-05-11T22:50:00.004+08:00

First of all, HAPPY MOTHERS DAY to you mom! Ok, back to the story, haha. Today was Mother's Day, so me and my two sibs presented my Mom with a card in the morning! Idea was mine xD! After that, before lunch, we took my lil bro's tortoises to set them free...( touching music)..haha. Yea, cause we feel that those 2 are big enough to surive, so let them happy la =)
Then evening as usual go Desa Parkcity again! Woots love that place weh. Imma go again soon after exam xD.

Mom reading her card. Mouse!

=)

Bye you two T_T

Bro

Menjalara Park. Where other tortoises live =O

Nice boh Desa Parkcity? xD

Tagged by Anthea =.=

2009-05-11T22:42:00.002+08:00

Upload a picture that u like and answer the question...

What do you like about this picture?
Er..i dunno xD

when is the last time you ate a pizza?
Er...2 weeks ago I think..

the last song you've listened?
Here Come Goodbye - Rascal Flatts

what are you doing besides doing this tag?
Chatting with friends, uploading pictures.

Besides your own name,what nicknames/names do you have?
Er....Rentrix? and other stupid names my friends call me =.=

Tag 10 people
- I tag no one =)

5M rocks, xD!

2009-05-09T21:13:00.002+08:00

I'm really happy I got into 5M. Its a nice class. Suddenly everyone had so much teamwork, xD! We decorated the class for the 3K competition ( Kebersihan, keceriaan & keselamatan). Guess we really wanna win weh. On last Thursday stay back with Chee Seng, Wan Lock, Janssen and Yong Jin. We decorated teacher's table, papan kenyataan,the door and even the sink! xD! Come check out our class lor...stop by and check it out =D

Yong Jin painting..

I completed the moon half, xD! Sun was by Kam Whye

The painter xD

Da completed table..proud of it!

Space age =)

This alien got confused how he came to 5M, xD

Mascot? lol

The best pic xD!

The sink that went =0

The nervous one =I

The zzz one

The teethy one xD

Wooo xD!

Kena snapped hiding under the table!

Decorating...

Yong Jin and the decorated door of birthdays =)

Forgot Mr Smiley =)

My biodata,can read? xD

Papan kenyataan =)

And a guitar..

Becomes this!

Siggys and hand prints!

My messy one xD!

Da 5 of us =)

Great job guys....kudos to Kam Whye for design of the table and Shuk Huay to the sinks and the guitar. Others who helped = Ashta, Hui Ern, Hui Ying...and.....oops forgot! Nvm la, to those who helped, great job too! 5M rocks!!!

Four Seasons Delight =D

2009-05-08T23:38:00.005+08:00

As I said, got many many things to blog about, lol. This one is about some place I went with my family for dinner. The place is called Four Happy Season Restaurant. Sounds nice enough? Haha. The place has 4 section for you to eat at. Namely, the 4 seasons lor. A section for spring, summer, autumn and winter. And of course....we chose Winter!!! Winter is.....freaking COLD! The temperature is below 15C and onwards......like real only xD...the food is not bad! Quite nice. It's located at Wangsa Maju, near my grandma's place. They have branches though, but I don't know here xD. Here's some pics...

Spring =)

Summer =0

Autumn =P

Winter =E

Can you stand the cold? =D

Hot tea helps xD

Appetiser lol

Main course, burger and fries =O

Nice rite? Who wan go? =D

Status : ONLINE!

2009-05-07T20:53:00.002+08:00

YES! Router came back from repair! RAWR! BLOGGING TIME!!! ...........sadly,nw also exam time. !!!!!! DAMN! lol.....

ZZZZZ

2009-05-03T16:52:00.000+08:00

Omg...already 2 weeks la..router still not yet repair?? Damn noob la zzz. SO DAM LONG LA!!!!!

Break from cyberspace..

2009-04-19T16:21:00.004+08:00

Haiz, modem is not here yet. Have to wait until like..Thursday or Friday. And so I'm blogging from Invasion CC..lol. No online for so long already. Anyway, will's be back soon to update and stuff. Till then. Bye

4th Rawang Taekwondo Championship 2009

2009-04-12T23:15:00.003+08:00

Lol today went to SMK Seri Garing at Rawang for sparring. Met back many taekwondo friends I made at camp and also made new friends =D. My team was Team S (sounds cool lol). We lost in our first match 9-7, but I don't mind cause I know I won my match =). Damn intense at the end of the day....the finals. Crazy pro sparring skills $*&@$. Everyone was like , " Lets go KB lets go!!!". On the other side? " Lets go SEGAR lets go!". LOL! Cheering competion ahh...xD.

Owh yea, today had destruction also. Breaking wooden-planks competition. Mine very 'sut pai' T_T. My first wood took 2 kicks to break. The 2nd and 3rd one..even worse lol. 4 times zz. Swing kick is hard ==. And when I finished, only I realised my right big toe is bleeding ==. Nvm la xD! Gratz to all the medal winners of destruction and sparring!

Ah, now very tired..I'll upload some pictures on my next post. Till then, bye!

Mun Chun got bronze from my idea, hehe ^^

The winners.

Mun Chun, " hahhahahaha"

Peace!!

Me and mushroom Sarah Peh xD!

Alex and Mun Chun

Me and Mun Chun

What are they doing lol?

Me and leng zhai referee Jun Hong!

Blerk!! Yo!!

Teamwork.

Alex so strong lol.

The cute referee of the day =)

Destruction winners.

On the bus.

On the road.

Lastly...we present you....
3
2
1

ASLEEP OR POSING! GUESS XD!

=/

2009-04-12T00:19:00.000+08:00

~Why do I keep running from the truth~
~All I ever think about is you~
~You got me hypnotised, so mesmerised~
~And I just want to know....~

I want to know..but I don't know. Ah............

I.......don't know.....what to write anymore. Update next time.

Chatting with you on MSN right now.
Wanna let you know but I don't know how...
Don't ignore me please...

Flashback.

2009-04-10T23:21:00.000+08:00

Been a bit emo these days. Not sure why. But at least I'm thinking straight. But the reason? Studies? Friends? Taekwondo? Choir? A certain someone? Could be all of it. Sigh......

After a light chat with Ms.Monster on msn...I started remembering stuff about her. Not MONSTER lol. Her. 3 years ago....all my attempts. Haha, I can only merely laugh when I think about it. Was it all worth it that time? Maybe. The joys I had that time....the sorrows.....the passion. 2 years of determination. Heh, not gonna work out I guess. I guess it still wont work out though.

I mean, I'm not very good-looking or something lol ( first impression for me is important lol). Kinda short too. Glasses eek! Yea, that's about it.

But since I've reduced my efforts, things are getting better. We don't have hesitations when talking. Im kinda happy this way. =)

The memories I had, were worth it haha. But reality check lol. Wake up Kien Lam!!! xDD

Today I saw a car number plate printed " WY 29".
Was thinking about what I saw...

=)

2009-04-08T19:42:00.000+08:00

Lol, noob blogger I am, haha! Didn't noe that the compose part in posting can change colour and font, LOL! ( cause I always type with 'Edit HTML") Thx Ai Mei xD!!!

Ah, today was quite tiring. After school headed to Cekap......went up to class late because of lunch, kena scolding from Mr Chin lol. Don't care xD! Just glad I didn't sleep in class haha!

Was thinking of my of my plans in future...so I made some random goals..lol.

1~ Grow taller! ( My height sucks lol)

2~ Start trying to catch up on my syallabus ( form 4 and form 5)

3~ Work out daily? Erm...maybe xD!

4~ Think positive everytime lol.

5~ A girlfriend before SPM LOL!! (IMPOSSIBLE HAHA IGNORE THIS GOAL!)

Haha, maybe I'll just focus on the first 4 goals la lol.

Its been awhile since I last talk to her this much. Kinda glad of my decision. Everything is so much better now. Talk to her even more than ever, even jokes lol. yeap. Talking to her makes me go =)

over and out, Rentrix~

something must be wrong with me, or them. Whatever.

5th of April 09

2009-04-05T23:16:00.000+08:00

Nothing much today...woke up at 10.30....then went to SK Batu (4) to help out for the grading. Most of the KB members were already there, then change uniform, then Min Yi lazy give warm-up and stretching ask me do >.<...suan lol. Give already, den....

Wei Kit : "All black belts come here!"
"Okay, later give them syllabus for grading"

Me, Chang Wei , Alex and Min Yi was like...'sei lo....later do wrong very embarassing ler..'

"White belt, Min Yi take"
*points at me*
"You take yellow belt"

AHH!!! Die die die..haha....first time ler...really scared. Lucky senior Yen Ne help me =). Thanks!! And also to Sir Chow haha. In the end, only need do 1 batch, lucky..lol. Chang Wei 4 batch...the most. Alex 2 batch. LEE MIN YI!! NO BATCH!! LARI DIRI! ASK JUN HONG DO!!! HERNG!! In the end I only got 1 mistake bah xD!

After everything, rain super heavy...damn noisy in the hall..haha. We all rest in the classroom in that school..play with the blackboard (that uses chalk)..play handphone games and listen songs. Alex keep playing the Need For Speed Undercover I sent to him =.=..non-stop.

After rain finish...go KFC makan haha. Then...the end lor..I guess xD!

Gossiping?

Wei Kit : " Wah leng lui wor.."
Chee Hoong : " Sir Liau pose very 'wai' ler...
Alex: Raining so heavy you 2 see what??!!

Syok sendiri at the hall after grading. See Jun Hong do Michael Jackson? xD! Owww!!

What Goes Around Comes Around.

2009-04-03T22:07:00.000+08:00

Today...my friend 'found' my phone..wa...luck coming back already..no need spend money to buy new one. Got it back after school..so was okay la. But something good happen..sure something bad will happen also. Like what? Today I didn't see En.Tarmizi at astaka...kicked the ball towards the astaka...he saw and rampas Ravin's football. My fault. Next week only can collect and must pay RM 30 also. I seriously suck weh. What the heck...whole week they no ball to use. Some more tomorrow they have a match. Dam f**cked up.

And ow my bro is using the PC..when night time is always my turn. Reason? Didn't use today yet. GO TO HELL LA! Night time comp is mine to use! U DIDN'T USE IN THE AFTERNOON NOT MY FAULT! And here I'm typing with my dad's laptop..so no games....

Btw Jo Ee, my luck also change already...your's will change soon. Don't worry. Hopefully you don't have anything that turns around.

"Perfect timing".....

2009-04-01T22:03:00.000+08:00

Damn bad luck these days. And all happen at the same time. Example?

1 - Lost phone (need $$ for new one if really can't find it)

2 - Taekwondo fees ( start of new month)

3 - Competition fees ( Didn't pay yet...)

4 - Mouse rosak ( using dad's laptop extra mouse)

5 - Grandma admitted to hospital after not feeling well.

Who knows...the list might go on....right now most of it is about $$...crap. Please let my luck change =.=

So who's the thief?

2009-03-31T23:35:00.000+08:00

I just got back from tuition, watched the CCTV for yesterday in my class. Tmrw I'll go ask him for every detail, see what he says. AND MY STUPID NOOB BRO SAW MY MESSENGER PM AND ASKED MY SIS OUT LOUD, " eh, kor lost his phone arh?".

NOOB! WTF!!!!! now my mom noes! ARGH!!!

Guess what might happen later.......ish.

What the ****..................

2009-03-31T14:42:00.000+08:00

Just a normal day in tuition and next thing you know it my phone went missing. Not on the floor, not anywhere even after I searched everywhere. If I find the thief ( if there is one)....hes dead meat..or rather road-kill.

IR Night 09 @ SEGi College!

2009-03-29T17:02:00.000+08:00

Yea, tonight is THE night! IR Night of LEO Club SMKB Kepong Baru. Party suppose to start at 6...ended up starting at 7.30+ lol..anyway, I was already there at 10 a.m. zzzz.

Introducing the band I performed with...Weneedaname!

*im not in cause i wasnt in the band yet when they made the poster xD*

Everyone was nicely dressed on that night. Damn alot of hawt girls LOL! When the event started, like any other LEO events, it started with the singing of the National Anthem, Leo Pledge, Roll-call and speeches by Lions. After that was an official starting of IR night with the Lions popping the poppers xD!

Then it went on to the drama by the Form 4's. It was not bad at the start, but got worse till the end. Sorry guys...do better next time, kay? xD. After that we were released to collect our food...but I didn't eat cause had to be ready to perform. 1st band up....A Mile Away lead by Eugene Gerrard ( DRUMMER OF ALL FROOBZ!). They performed well, especially da song Thunder. Keep it up guys! ( sorry their guitarist for dropping the ladder on your head earlier T_T)

Then there were a lucky draw event...everyone was so anxious lol. Looking at their tickets to see if they win lol. After the lucky draw was a performance by the 1990'z. A really good band and very experienced. Kudos to them for the good performance!

Then it was lucky draw again swt..this time the value of the item's are increased. And la..la.la.....its was time for Timothy and Sara to perform! Both of dem are a couple and Ivan's friend. But it's a small world lol. I met them while trying out for the audition for 1 In A Million. Just got to know them there and chatted. And met them here again lol!. Sara and I didn't make it through. Timothy made it to the Top-40. He's pro..and so is Sara. They were darn good. Great job guys.

And then...its was time for..treasure hunt LOL! " The table that can bring me 8 cents, a LG phone, a baby photo, blue shoelaces, a white wallet, brown shoes & ( i forgot 1 more lol) will win prizes!" " 5 out of 7 is all I need," said Ivan lol...I contributed my blue shoelaces to Vincent's table haha! And the it was the final lucky draw. The grand prize was a Gameboy Advance SP with a game included. The winner was..Raxine Ho haha! Gratz =D

The time has come! The ending xD! We-Need-A-Name will rock the night lol! Demonic-pentagon fingers join and we went on stage! The crowd was on their feet already! Omar started of with saying something and then.....AMERICAN IDIOT! Man it was darn fun. I didn't make mistakes xD! Eugene,Vincent and Bryan were crazy LOL! They came on stage and did mad stuff! After finishing...Omar went on, " Here's what you guys are waiting for..SITUASI!!"

'DISKRIMINASI MENJATUHKAN AKU!'

lol...yea, the crowd sang this one with us. and did more crazy stuff. We rocked the night away haha. After that song, the crowd went, ' ENCORE! ENCORE!". And the badn started Enter Sandman. But someone tripped the wire i think, causing Omar's amp to stop. Zhijian started banging the drums madly lol to end it all. The crowd wanted more but had to go already cause the buses was here lol.

After that, many ppl said I did good. Soooo relieved xD! And after helping them move chairs out of the hall.. JY, Janssen and I went with Ivan when his mom came to fetch us to McD to eat ( I didn't eat, remember?) From there, my dad came to pick me, JY and Janssen. Darn nice experience, I wanna turn back time xD!

The hall entrance.

SEGi College swimming pool.

Zafri, the bassist.

Havin lunch.

Retardo..

Omar beats the burger xD

Zhijian, guitarist.

Mei Yin, Shuk and Vincent.

The cafe.

Keith giving the Leo Pledge.

Drama people.

A Mile Away..Eugene's band performing.

Weneedaname performing. Thats me on the microphone xD

Hui Ying and messy me after the performance xD

Jieyang ate 5 burgers...believe it?

Big boy balik rumah after big party xD

A Mile Away band poster.

Timothy Au and Sara.

The 1990'z.

Well, I'm done typing lol. Hope to attend another event like this again. xD We'll see.

Last Wednesday..

2009-03-29T15:44:00.000+08:00

..me, Keith, Bryan, Wei Ann, Fiona, Khye Chwin, Aryl and Chui Xing went for tuition after school. Use 2 taxis...reached, put our bags..and headed for McD for lunch...

Budak-budak sesat a.k.a Fiona & Chui Xing

These two wanted to 'try' crossing without using the overhead bridge...like wat the heck lol.

Wei Ann trying to walk tough 0_0

Owh yea, while we were eating, Keith stood up to go wash his hands. He came back almost instantly and said, " Diu, just now that Malay woman take her baby pee in the sink!"

Wei Ann : " OMG that's disgusting!! Who who?
Keith : " The one behind us!"

Yea, see that woman with the white tudung? That's her =( So inconsiderate >.<

And then we were heading back..this time..everyone tried crossing the road ZZZ. I used the bridge....alone xD. Quickly got to the other side...and..

Snapped a bunch of lost kids xD

RUN BRYAN RUN! DONT EVER LOOK BACK!!

xD

27th March 2009~

2009-03-27T21:00:00.000+08:00

Ah, brought phone to school today. Sherman wanted the Pokemon game LOL....so bluetooth to him..in the end..his phone can't play LOL! Then he played Worms with Ravindra and Bryan lol.

Oh ya...today first time jamming session with the band. Lol...I'm the newest member..as the lead singer. Others are Shuk (drummer), Omar (guitarist), Zhijian (guitarist) and Zaif (I think that's how your name is spelled..lol..bass player). We were practicing for our performance tomorrow for IR Night at SEGI College. We are SUPPOSE to perform 5 songs 0.o..first time performing with band already I have to sing 4 songs..walao...(1 song is instrumental.) Wanna know the songs? Haha, wait for tomorrow xD. But my god..singing with a band is soooo HARD!!! my voice can break lerr...some songs okay..some songs sound sucky..lol. We'll see what happen tomorrow..cause tomorrow practicing at a studio, haha.

After that....the time was 6.15 already lol. Wanted to head back to school at 5 to play football..but delayed jamming lol. Still cycled to school....saw Ravindra, Janssen, Marcus, Sherman and Jieyang there. Chat in canteen....then walked home with Jieyang.....>.<

Anyway...hope everything turns out good tomorrow...really hope I sing well, haha.

Oh yea...happy birthday to Jo Ee a.k.a MONSTER haha!

Sports Day 09 XD!

2009-03-14T23:16:00.001+08:00

Last sports day for me..sigh..(unless I continue Form 6 lol..) Got up at 5.15 a.m.....wash face...drink milo.....go school before 6...lol. Reach the foyer, a few tkd members were already there. Then started warm-up and stretching lor...today the last demo for me, yeap. Practice many times already..so today's the day lol.

When it was our turn to perform..the field was still muddy...but we had a canvas to perform on. The demo was bad. Planks didn't break...mistakes..forgetting. It sucked. Badly. The scissor kick with Alex and Zheng Hoong went wrong. My plank didn't break until I kicked it the 3rd time. Ah..don't care la lol.

On the other hand, after that.. I went to the Red House tent. It was not bad...the decor I mean. Merah won almost all the events, haha. Pembarisan...khemah...sorakan...xD. We used to be last few years back, until last year we got champion, and this year...

" Johan keseluruhan sekali lagi jatuh kepada rumah MERAH!!!!!" Woo hoo!!

Lol...yea, dam happy today cause my last sports day turned out well. Kudos to the Red House guys who won the tarik tali event too. And to all Merah girls, lol. The best females runners came from rumah Merah, haha. Okay..maybe not all, lol.

Much to mentioned about today..but...looks like I'll pass..haha, too lazy to write anymore. Let's hope we win again for years to come~

Our ketua

Qi and Sin Rong dreaming xD

Me and Yong Jin >.<

Red House Cheerleaders =)

Red House members =0

Waiting for results =X

Da mascot lol

Using the flag to block sunlight??

Flagggg

Merah is da best....MERAH MERAH MERAH lol!

Umbrellas......lol

A decor at the khemah..a firetruck with a cow xD

Another cow =.=

The notice board.

And finally......

The monster that went "take picture take picture!!". XD!!!!! ( ignore my tired and messy look....lol)

There's More in Life than This...

2009-03-12T18:50:00.000+08:00

Sigh....don't know to regret or to rejoice..but I'll say it out. I stopped pelapis training. Never thought I would..but I just feel that I want to enjoy more in my final year...and also because I need to boost my grades. I called Sir Yit Min...told him my final decision. He had adviced me beforehand last Saturday. He told me," Are you sure that those 2 extra hours are causing your grades to go down?". " In this world, there are only 5% of people who are successful, the other 95% are average. Do you want to be in the 5% or the 95% ?" . "It's all about the attitude. If you have the attitude to go on..you will..no matter what". " Yes, I know, not everyone can do it like me...I competed in international level when SPM was near..I got the gold medal and straight A's, but if you have the right attitude..you just might".

He told me 'ok' on the phone. I said " Thanks for everything, Sir". The time now is 6.57 p.m. Training starts at 7. The others should be there already. I'm still having a regret + happy feeling in me. Mixed feeling sucks T_T. I really want to thank Sir Yit Min for all the knowledge, skills and encouragement he passed on to me. Without him I wouldn't be MSSKL Fin Weight Champion last year. But I feel this year I want things my way..gosh this is hard.....but, it's over. Yea.

Moi Family Reunion / Granduncle Siew Loon's 90th Bday @ Tropicana Club

2009-03-09T23:14:00.000+08:00

Yesterday (Sunday, 8-3-2009), my family and I attended my granduncle's 90th birthday at Tropicana Golf Resort Club located somewhere at Kota Damansara. The place...can be described in 1 word...class. Right at the entrance of the security checkpoint was a super big big mansion! And all the other houses were all the same....big..classy and super nice architecture. I was like " Giler wei....these people who live here....so big house dunno wat they do in there LOL!"

Anyways, the club was just as classy too. Many sports facilities...tennis court..swimming pool..badminton court..table tennis room...squash court..badminton court..owh wait..I repeated that..lol. Nvm. They had a quite nice library..but I couldn't go in..members only >.<. We had our dinner at Green 3...one of the rooms. Nicely decorated. My granduncle welcomed us with a smile and I got to meet other Moi's on my mother's family tree.

The food there..whoa..was excellent. I ate alot....haha. Then there were slideshows of my uncle in his early days...he gave a speech..then a prayer for him...then it was singing session =D. Tempted...but I didn't sing, lol. Man....all my uncle's are super good singers....I lose to them ler xD.

Owh, I just discovered something. The Moi family has many successful members which I am distantly related to. For example..a few Datuk's and Datin's. Then...my granduncle's cousin is the 3rd highest ranking person in Petronas 0_0......and finally...I am related to Lilian Too..the feng shui master 0.o.......she was there haha.

Overall...it was a nice birthday bash...and getting to know all the Moi's in the family tree is kinda fun too =)

Random pic while on the road =)

Passed by Desa Parkcity =0

Another random shot xD

Ai Teng's turf..Sunway SPK

Bro and sis >.<

1 of the bungalows at Tropicana.

A deco at the club

Tropicana Club =D

The tennis court.

Green 3..the dinner room.

The scenery from a balcony

Dinner table =X

Moi history.

The Moi's were from Taishan

The Moi brothers. The middle one is the birthday boy. The one on the far right is my granfather.

Great grandfather Moi Ah Pak.

And finally....

My ICE KACANG! half-way eaten XD!!

4th of March ==......

2009-03-04T23:02:00.000+08:00

Ah...this morning went for saringan.....replace someone for 100 meter sprint....siao la...my opponents were Vinoth ( how to win la!!), Khung Kuan ( sry I forgot how to spell....also cannot win la..), Edward ( wear football boots to run...pro =D), Mun Lik ( super tall form 6 fella) and Huai Zhi. Only me and Mun Lik went barefooted..Huai Zhi wore school shoes..the others wore spike shoes and football boots. The track was muddy and slippery from last night's rain. And then...

" Ke garisan..."
" Sedia......"
* PEET!*
*SLIP!*

LOL!!! Me, Mun Lik and Huai Zhi slipped at the start.....the other 3 got grip and just sped away lol. Still managed to finish 5th..owh well =)

After that....after school....saringan again >.<. This time to finish up the 200m finals. My opponents....all olahraga...all spike shoes..except me no shoes =DDDD. 5 people raced. I finished 5th XD!!!!! And right after the race, En. Firdaus went " Kien Lam, standby, sekarang 1500 meter!"

0_0......WTH!! I just finished 200m sprint and now have to go 5 rounds! LOL!! Anyway, started at the line..see Vishnu and Khing Yuan also scared already...these 2 record holders..lol. Started ok by tail-gating them....but slowed down cause of tiredness =( (comon la! i just finish sprint ok!). Just kept going....and..managed to overtake 2 people wooo =O. Last round....sprinted with all my energy! Reached the finish line in 3rd last place....

Vincent : " Eh! 1 more round!!!"

DENG!!! WTH MAN!! I counted 5 rounds already la....wth 1 more round!!!! Continued.....and got overtaken by the 2nd last guy....now I'm 2nd last haha. Reach back the finish line....damn tired....thinking wth need run 1 more round for. I asked Khing Yuan who finished 1st how many rounds he ran.

" 6 rounds ler! Dunno wat they doing! We 5 rounds already they say 1 more round! Siao de!"

Can't blame him. All the other runners also knew they ran 6 rounds...according to the squad pengawas sukan.....they said 5 rounds already...but the teacher told them 1 more round...WTF!!!!! Teacher no brains kah? Cant's count how many rounds arh? ZZzzzz. Whatever la LOL!. Not like I can win anyway haha. Just ran for fun =)

Tagged by Huinee ( wth again!!)

2009-03-04T20:44:00.000+08:00

1.The person who tagged you
"Sis" Hui Nee >.<

2. Your relationship with him/her
So called bro and sis/schoolmates/ friends

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her
- Crazy
- Insane
- Smileable =)
- A maniac xD
- Laughs a lot >.<

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you
Called me BRO!!!! =)

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you
"Good boy".........=.=

6. If he/she become your lover you will
Delete this post.

7. If he/she become your lover, things he/she has to improve on
WOI! MY SIS LA! WAT LOVER LOVER ALL!! ==

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will
Erm.....let her kill me? LOL

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be
SHE WANTS MY LUNCH!

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now
TO NOT GIVE HER LUNCH!

11. Your overall impression of him/her
A gila and funny sis lol

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
Short....funny? I don't know....ask them...duh

13. The characters you love of yourself
Er.....creative? I guess...

14. On the contrary, the characters that you hate about yourself
Almost everything ==

15. The most ideal person you want to be is
Myself lol.

16. For people who care and love you, say something to them.
Me care & love you too..hehe.

17. Pass this test to 10 persons who you wished to know how they feel about you.
1 - Mike ( kena tag again LOL!)
2 - Ai Mei
3 - Joyce
4 - Ai Teng
5 - Shu Ting
6 - Eugene
7 - Jase
8 - Mojojo a.k.a Ms Lim J.E
9 - Chee Seng ( haha, sry again lol!)
10 - Edward ( This time really the last man! haha)

18. Who is no. 6 having relationship with?
Somebody from his church la I think lol.

19. Is no. 9 a male or female?
Male

20. If no. 7 and no.10 together, is that a good thing?
WOOO!! GAYNESS! L@O#@#O@L#LL!!!

21. What is no. 2 studying about?
Erm..hippos? LOL!!

22. When is the last time u had a chat with no. 3?
Erm.....i can't remember LOL

23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
Monster music xD

24. Does no. 1 have any siblings?
Yeap.

25. Will you woo no. 3?
Erm....I don't think I will lol.

26. How about no. 7?
I ain't gay ==

27. Is no. 4 single?
She's got a crush haha!

28. What is the surname of no.5?
Chang

29. What is the hobby of no. 10?
Football and elmo-ing xD

30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
Erm...not really lol

31. Where is no. 2 studying at?
5L of SMKB

32. Talk something casually about no. 1
He's out of school lol.

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no. 6?
I.....AM.....NOT....GAY!!!!!

34. Where does no. 9 live at?
Opposite the school LOL!

35. What colour does no.4 like?
Pink? I dunno...anything that HE likes I guess xD!

36. Are no. 5 and 1 best friends?
Nope...but they are friends.

37. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
SCREW HIM NO!!!!! LOL

38. What is no. 6 doing now?
Go ask him la!

Tagged?? 0_0..

2009-03-02T22:14:00.000+08:00

Aiseh......today kena tag 2 times. 1 time by 1 monster..and 1 time by my 'sis'. GG.......haha. Anyways...

Directions: Once you've been tagged, you've to write a blog or a note on Facebook with 16 random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end, choose 10 people to tag, listing their names & why you choose them. Don't forget to leave them a comment ("you're it") and to read your blog. You can't tag the person that tagged you. Since you can't tag me, let me know when you've posted your blog/note, so I can see your weirdness. (:

1 - Kien Lam / Rentrix =P
2 - Not gona be able to drive till next year T_T
3 - No sports no life!
4 - No music no life xD
5 - Asyik nyanyi..haha..who wan duet? =X
6 - Oversleeper xD
7 - Wanna be better in football....>.<
8 - No girl wan =(
9 - Wanna grow taller!!!! AHHHHHH!!!!
10 - Wan more $$ =(
11 - Wanna win a medal for sukan lol
12 - New boots!!! Me wan!
13 - Haven't been out to the movies these days T_T
14 - Wan straight A's in SPM!!! ( Sistem Penyeksaan Murid) xD
15 - I wan a new bike too =)
16 - A soul-mate? XP

1 - Mike (If you are ever still blogging lol)

2 - Ai Teng (Zi lian conductor >.<)

3 - Ai Mei ( da hippo xD)

4 - Keith ( Dota pro-ness =O)

5 - Mun Chun ( The Chopper + Nasi Lemak!!)

6 - Edward ( The Last MAN!)

7 - Jase (......)

8 - Chee Seng ( Kepong David Beckham xD)

9 - Eugene ( The Drummer of all froobz o.0??)

10 - Joyce ( Random-ness xD)

Attitude problem. Me?

2009-02-26T22:32:00.000+08:00

A tiring day...stay back for football training...went home and went for pelapis. Trained like some idiot who just got introduced to Taekwondo. Class suppose finished at 9 p.m. but we ended later at 9.20 p.m.Wei Kit pulled us back to lecture us about our performance after that. I already called my mom to come fetch me..but I stay and listened. Sir scolded us saying we don't have the attitude to compete...attitude problem. Don't have the attitude to win. After packing the gears into the store with Sin Roong, I walked outside the gate and found my dad waiting in the car. Went in..and got scolded. Badly. My dad never really scolds people. If he scolds...then its serious. He scolded me saying why I come out so late after calling. Called already but still make people wait for 10 minutes. And the fact that I didn't return his change whenever he gave me money he scolded me for that too. " I don't know whats wrong with your attitude". He said that. And he really gave me the guns. I cried. Yea, seriously, I cried. In the car. On the way home. In the shower...I stood under the streaming water droplets thinking about what just happened. I cried there too. My attitude. For after how long...my dad actually scolded me. I don't blame him, it was my fault. But why is all this happening? Its it really my attitude? I suck at this...attitude in Taekwondo...at home.....in everything. Screw it.

3-1 defeat ==....

2009-02-25T21:00:00.000+08:00

Today friendly match against SMK Menjalara....lost 3-1. Our 1 goal was their own goal, then we had 1 own goal too..and then they scored 2 times....I freaking missed my chance when striking..crap. Benedict already susah payah cross to me...I pulak always miss and those Menjalara players just have to head the ball away....screw. And they play like a bunch of retards....grabbing yur ass and balls when there's a corner kick, screw them la.....malay students.zz. Tmrw got training...wonder whats gona happen...haiz.

lol-ness.

2009-02-20T20:40:00.000+08:00

lol..today freaking tired....didn't even have time for lunch. After school....meeting...den taman angkat....den football training. Lol...scored 1 goal...but miss many chances and got many blunders damn. And sumore today was selection for football team. Damnnnnnn.

Neways, intervensi test just passed. LOL! something funny happened yesterday..on thursday. I was late in entering class from recess after choir. Mr Ellan locked the door cause we (other classmates) were late. So 1 by 1 we had to explain to him why we were late. Kam Whye went in and gave the reason late from choir. Mr Ellan asked him to get a pass from Ms.Low. Naturally..teacher won't give us a pass, cause she wasn't at practice. We went back to outside the class to wait.

I dunno wat struck my head..but I got and idea LOL!. I went to the Leo Garden, turned on the tap, wet my uniform, and went back into class. And this is what happened:

Mr Ellan : Kenapa basah sangat baju kamu?
Me: Erm..just now at the canteen, some blind fella bumped into me and his soup stained my shirt.
Mr Ellan : Where got blind fella in this school??!!
Me : Er...blind student sir.....student.
Mr Ellan : Sekolah kita mana ada pelajar buta??!!
Me: Err....normal student sir, normal.
Me Ellan : Ah....then what happen?
Me: Then I went to the toilet to clean my uniform.
Mr Ellan : Then?
Me: I came up and found out I couldn't come in.
Mr Ellan : I see....*looks at classmates*. This is a very valid reason. Hmm...your pants didn't get wet?
Me: No...got lucky la I guess.
Mr Ellan : Ah...must be careful you know....u might kena hot soup on some part cannot save.

LOL!!! Dunno how I thought of dis idea...and made it through! Teacher let me enter haha. If your reason is not valid..he won't let you in LOL. And I made it haha! Dam kewl la.....lol..

On the edge of everything..

2009-02-09T00:15:00.000+08:00

Feeling like giving up everything up again. Feeling like just quitting so I can be like all the other guys. Not much stay backs...football on Fridays....gaming..no need to wake up early during holidays to go training..do whatever I like. AHH!!! DANG ARGH @#@*&^#$@&#!!!! AlWAYS SAY NEVER GIVE UP! WTF NOW FEEL LIKE GIVING UP!! DAM IT DAM IT DAM IT! DAM U KIEN LAM! ishh!!!!

Really feel and hope that I fall sick seriously or kena accident....then I'll be admitted to hospital...no need to worry about anything.....or just having someone kick or hit me hard on the head so that I faint.

Fading...

2009-02-08T23:37:00.000+08:00

I really don't know whats up with me these days. I'm not performing or doing well in everything I do (except slacking and being a lazy arse). Is it stress? Too many things on my mind? I don't know. Let me list down examples...maybe I can clear them off better:

Taekwondo : Oversleeping and missing practices,totally suck at pelapis class,
techniques suck for a black belt,basically suck at every aspect.
Choir : Not paying attention to whats going on / still blur about nearly everything
Education : Tend to fall asleep in classes or tuitions / Not studying though exam is
coming
Gaming( yes, even gaming): Can't play a game properly..tend to never play as well as
I usually do.
Financial : Money going *poof*
Social : Communication among friends fading........I think.
Attitude : Lazy, slacking, moody for no reason, unmotivated, always sleeping late,
procastinating ( forgot spelling), terrible time managing.
Sports : Fitness level decreasing.

I think theres more...just can't think of it now. Today I totally wasted my whole day. Woke up at 1 p.m, went for lunch, came back at 3 something, slept again at 4 until 8. Totally lifeless and jobless. Always with the stupid thinking " I'll start studying seriously tomorrow/next week". Never happened. " Tomorrow I'm gonna wake up early to go training". End up sleeping late and oversleeping.

So whats going on? Fading at every aspect of my life. Blaming others ain't the solution...it's all my fault. How da hell am I to fix all this? I serk la....seriously.

My finger is different??

2009-01-05T22:41:00.000+08:00

Last Sunday was my sis's bday ,so we went to Hard Rock Cafe for lunch downtown. After taking down that 7 oz hamburger ( dam full wei), we used the hotel to get back to our parking. There was this bunch of Arabian/Turkish people, 2 guys and 1 woman, they were in the lift....and they couldn't get the door to close. My aunt was curious, so she asked, ' Cannot close the door?' 1 guy replied " Ya, we duno why' in an Arabic slang. I went in....looked at the button panels....and....pressed for them LOLOLOL!!! They were slotting their roomm card into a slot in the lift instead of pressing the buttons LOL!! And they went ' Ah, very good very good! His finger is different!" I went 0_0 and "Wtf?' LOL!! Then i went into another lift and laughed my ass of LOL!!

Two-Oh-Oh-Nine!

2009-01-01T02:42:00.000+08:00

I think all it took was a blink........or a few blinks....I looked at my watch and went " WTH ITS 2009!". Weh.....time seriously.....not flying la....its practically teleporting ==.......hopefully i can blink and poof! SPM habis! MUAHHAHAHA........

Lol...anyways...goodbye 2008, hello 2009! A new year means new resolutions.....lets hope this year i can actually achieve one..lol. To all form 5's THIS year ( 2009 ), lets do our best and score our A's! Nothing is impossible!

Okay lah.....need to sleep now....still have training tomorrow morning..==

Good 'morning' all. Bye!

Merry Xmas everyone!

2008-12-25T00:20:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone. Merry Christmas!!! Lol....wish ya all get many presents ( if you are still getting, that is =D) and best of luck to everyone fer next year!!

*Something fer Mike xD:

Christmas is here,
Everything is clear,
Its time to cheer!
But please cut down the beer =.=...

LOL!!!!

lol?

2008-12-18T23:41:00.000+08:00

Aiks.......really dunno why I started a blog..when I don't even update it..LOL. Kinda bored right now....so yea..why not blog a little. 0.o guess what. I broke a new record for myself today xD!! I slept till 3 p.m.!!!! LOL. Well I guess many of you sure will say 'cheh....3 only marh.....me until 6 ler.' If whoever that is, *salute*. Haha, random =.=. Yet I have to sleep soon....tomorrow need to go training..owh well.....haha. Okay, time to shoot some people in COD4, and then I'm off. C ya all!

Dream or Reality..which would you choose?

2008-11-26T00:05:00.000+08:00

Everyone has their dreams. Something they really want to be or do. Right? And the next thing you know, reality check. You'll never get what you dream of. Like you wish you could have a genie to grant you wishes, but that would never happen. Like you wished you were a superstar. Reality check again, you are a student still studying and hoping you would even pass your exams. Although some of you might disagree...some of you have the mentality " You can achieve it if you believe..", but seriously, does it work? I've always been holding on to this sentence...but has anything ever come true? This is my story for the topic.

So you wanna know my dream and my reality? If you don't, so be it. If you do..read on. My dream..as many of you who know me...is to sing. A singer. An artiste. Reality check? I'm a busy student preparing for SPM.....training Taekwondo everyday and attending tuition for 4 hours every Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday. So dreaming of singing might never come true...because in reality I'm a black belt in Taekwondo, I'm in the pelapis team and I've been already 7 years in this field. But should I go for my dream and abandon my duty?

On the 29th of November, there will be an audition for the reality show One In A Million. I know some of you might be thinking "Am I serious in going for it?". Yes. I am. I want to. But that would mean skipping training and getting myself scolded even more from my senior or sir. " Everything you want you must sacrifice for it". True...I agree. But which should I sacrifice now? My dream or my duty? Attend the audition or sacrifice it for my training? I know most of you might also think " Aiya, skip 1 time only marh.....nvm de la.." You would have no idea what would happen even if you skip once. Only those in Taekwondo would know.

So....what should I do? I already missed training last week because of a holiday and as expected I got the same thing from my senior, "You are not small you know, you are 16, can't u talk to your mom to let you stay at home? No nid follow go Genting? You know you miss so many sessions you are left behind how much?". Skipping this Saturday would have a bad ending for me. I really don't know. Besides all these..should I carry on in the demo team? Does everything matter anymore? Balancing dream and reality....I don't know how. How would you do it?

It's Not Over

2008-11-16T22:13:00.000+08:00

Hey all, long time no blog. Yea, I hadn't took the time to blog for like....months already. Many........MANY!! things happened that I wish to blog to you all to know...but I was either too busy gaming or had no time due to exams. I'll update my blog soon.

But what happened today was a rather bid disappointment. It was second Taekwondo tournament since my previous post. This time, it's not just MSSKL...which if you are champion, you are state champion. This is inter-club tournament, and its a national level tournament. So you get the pic. If you are champion....you are national champion. So this tournament was not going to be a piece of cake.

Woke up at 5.30 a.m, I freshened up and put on my T.L t-shirt and taekwondo pants and jacket. My mom sent me to school, where Chang Wei, Sin Rong and Jen Bhin were already there. Soon everyone came, and we headed for the stadium hoping that all of us could win a medal.

Arriving at the stadium, we took our gear and bags and laid them at one part of the spectator seats and went down to warm-up. After our warm-up, Sir Yit Min read to us the bout chart...telling who was fighting at which bout. I was fighting the 1st bout in Ring A. Which means I'm fighting the first match of the day in Ring A.

After that, I went to my bag to put on my guards, vest and uniform. I was scared yet excited, because I was fighting the first bout and my opponent was from Koryo academy (overall title winners for the past 3 years down.) With Sir Yit Min as my coach, I went in the ring, greeted my opponent, and the referee gave the signal to start....

I managed to land a few kicks at my opponent, sliding back at the same time to avoid his and I wanted to use more complicated kicks like Chop Kick or Double Turning Kicks which I usually use during training. But Sir did not let me use them. He insisted I use back-leg turning kick. I had no idea why. But I dared not disobey him. So it was like me controlling my body and Sir controlling it as well. In the end, I lost. What a bummer! Losing at your first match, which is also first match of the day! Although I didn't find out the score, lose is lose.

I was not really sad,actually. I was more of frustrated. I nearly wanted to cry. Why the heck did I lose? What was my mistake? Why did Sir not let me use my normal kicks? Why just back-leg turning kick? I was trying to hide the fact that I was disturbed by these in front of my club supporters. Changing back into my shirt, I sat there just thinking. " Its over. Just like that. After months of tough training which to others seem like hell that I went through, this is the result?" I could not believe that I didn't even make it through 1 round.

Soon, 1 by 1, all of our 10 fighters started losing the matches. Seeing Chang Wei return sad and nearly breaking down made me emo and sad once again. Kept repeating " It's Not Over" by Secondhand Serenade on my Walkman phone just to keep myself under control. Went out to the corridors to kick the walls to release some anger, but it didn't work. At that point I was really regretful and frustrated...

In the end, only Alex, our president, 1 of the 10 fighters was still in. He managed to get a gold. He definitely made us all proud. Sir Yit Min won his rounds with ease.....beating his opponents with a wonderful display of footwork and skills. He got a gold too. And then that was it. 10 fighters, 9 nil, 1 gold. Major disappointment...

But I do know this isn't over. Maybe I would just have to train harder. Whatever happens next, God knows.....

"My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over"

Time of My Life.

2008-08-07T00:05:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone, sorry for not updating my blog for such a long time, haven't had the time to do so, so now I'm gonna update it xD

On the 2nd of August 2008,I followed my school's Taekwondo club to compete in the MSSMKL Taekwondo Championship. Arrving in school at 6.00 a.m. , I waited for the other members to arrive and then take a charted bus over to Stadium Badminton Cheras. Today was also the day where the Choir Club was going to compete at Taman Budaya in a competition, which I am not going due to this tournament. I wished some of my fellow choir members best of luck before departing from school with the taekwondo members.

Upon arriving there, we settled down out bags and gear, and started our warm-up. Just then, the MC announced ' Untuk umur 13 ~ 15, bertarung sebelah pagi, bagi umur 16 ~ 18, mula pukul 2 petang. I was like " WTF, you could've have informed earlier then I could compete in the choir competition first then come down later to the stadium!! GRRR!!!!" Ah well, what's done is done. So from 8 a.m. till 2 p.m., we cheered for out fellow taekwondo members who sparred during that time period.

Then its was time for the 16~18 catergory. It was 3 p.m. then. The choir have already went home with smiles on their faces as they bagged 1st runner up and Best Performance Award. I was there waiting sooo long for my bout to come.

Then it came. I saw number 28 in Ring A. I geared up, went to the side, went into the ring, and got a free win. 0.o??!! My opponent didn't show up. =D!!!!! Free bronze mdeal!! =.=......so I jumped away happily. My next bout came at 47. This time I'm fighting a red belt from SMK Jinjang around my height. Got an easy win from this match. Now I'm with silver medal *woots!*. My next bout at 51 would be my gold decision....

At 51, I was ready. Ready to take on my next opponent! Ready for the gold!!! But when I saw my opponent, I was like 'OMG!!! Is he even my catergory??!!" I'm fighting Fin weight, which means below 45kg. He looks like 55 KG already! WTF!!! But owh well,lets spar!!!! Referee asked us to start. HE charged straight. But I was too close to him, his kicks din score at all. I managed to scare back a few times, but hardly because of his constant charging. Swing kicked his head once ( yipee! =D) .At the end, the referee raised his hands at my side, AND I WON THE FIRST GOLD IN MY LIFE!!!

So, there u have it. My first gold! WOO!! And to top with that, SMK Kepong Baru won the overall champion title!!! DOUBLE WOOO!!!! We headed back to the bus at 9.30 p.m after our photo taking session and everyone was happy =)

SMK Kepong Baru Taekwondo Club

My medal...love it so much <3

OVERALL CHAMPION!! WOO!!

Just me and my gold.....=)

Glad you're not under it xD

2008-07-16T22:50:00.002+08:00

While on the way back from taekwondo training last Sunday, there was an accident near my house. Believe me, you wouldn't want to be under this mess when you see it, but hey, thanks to it,I got free RM 50 from The Star! Thanks!!!

It Ends Tonight

2008-07-12T02:00:00.000+08:00

The time is 2.12 a.m. 7th of July, 2008. Saturday. Although its already morning, I'm still naming this post " It Ends Tonight". Why? Because I'm ending it tonight. Before you read on, no, I'm not going to commit suicide. So, most of you who know me, would understand what I mean by ending it. And I mean it. I think it's pointless to go on anymore. Through my observation, I know that I don't stand a chance. Through others, who have supported me for so long ( Thanks Mike, Ee Shan and Jie Ying) , they have helped me a lot, and I do mean a lot.

Yes, I always hold on to the principle " Never give up". I never give up in anything. Never. But there is only 1 thing I can tolerate in giving up. Love. And everyone knows, you can't force it, right? Holding it for more than a year already, more than a year and half, actually....I've finally decided..to let go.

WY, I'm finally letting go of you. I still remember the first day I saw you in choir, and the first time I talked to you. The first time we talked,was one of my happiest moments...and also the first time I confessed to you, I remembered giving you a pair of earrings and a necklace. It was until I confessed, we hardly talked anymore. I miss the days that I talked to you, joke and even laugh. those were happy moments for me. I guess that if I never confessed before, today I could be joking and laughing with you. It was my mistake. Seeing you avoiding me, I know its normal. I didn't mind. But I think that because of me being around, you couldn't really enjoy many things, such as any competitions we went and the kem we went. Seeing you cry that night in kem for the first time, I just wanted to make you feel better, but I never dared. I always see you alone sometimes, like left out, and always thought of accompanying you, but the thought of you avoiding me, that if I were to accompany you, you might even be more uncomfortable. I'm sorry I've bugged you for so long. Hope you feel more at ease if you know this. Sorry. Goodbye.

Konsert Senandung Kasih 2008

2008-06-30T14:35:00.000+08:00

Its been some time since I last updated my blog, been really busy there days. Didn't even have time to compose that song I mentioned in my previous post, but, oh well.

Konsert Senandung Kasih. What is it? It's the name our our school concert!! And this time, I'm doing 3 performances!!! (or rather did already =D). Namely, these performances are choir, taekwondo demo and my own solo. After months of practicing, my solo was among the worst. I couldn't reach the pitch at the last part of my song, Sway by Michael Buble. But everything went smooth sailing on that day ( or night xD)

The concert was separated into 2 sessions. One is from 3-5 p.m. for school students, which the tickets are RM 10. The night one is the grand one, with tickets from RM 30 - RM 50. To tell you how nice it is, why not we skip to the night concert directly? xD

The first performance was a dance from the Red House cheerleaders, which is the welcoming dance. Then is was a song presented by Afiq's brother ( sorry, forgot his name). Third was a performance by the Chinese Orchestra. And then it was my solo!! (Thanks Mich and Jac for giving the flowers and bear) I can say...I did well. Never imagined I'd pull it off, but I did, lol.

Me performing that night xD

After that, there was the performance by 2 Indian girls. They performed their cultural Indian Dance. That gave me time to change for my taekwondo demo. After their dance, was the Eden's turn, as they belt out 2 songs, "When You Say Nothing At All & Kan Guo Lai". The taekwondo members and I enjoyed both song backstage, dancing and jumping to the melody as the Eden's did their song.

Then came our turn. All these while being unsuccessful in our demos, this is our turn to shine. Letting out a shout at backstage, we went on stage, and then........... silence. The music started, and we went into action. After our basic, the seniors : Xit Zheng, Terliang and Jun Hong did their stuff, giving the crowd what they wanted. After a series of destruction, everyone was pumped up because every destruction was a success, with the crowd cheering at our feet. Sin Chee managed to break all 3 planks, followed by the others. We were overjoyed. The grand finale came, where we all hold 3 planks, and Xit Zheng will deliver then finishing backthrust which will send us to the ground. Failing on the first kick, he delivered the second one that sent me, Jun Hong, Chang Wei, Mun Chun and Wai Yap at the back row flying across the stage. It was our best performance ever!

More performances came on soon on. Among them were also performances by 3 special guest singers. The Chamber of Music also had their performance, then a hip hop showdown by Freedom, and a series of songs by the 1990'z. Last performance for the day was the performance by the school band. While they performed, we( the performers) gave out candles and lite them up for the audience, turning the dark hall into a night of lights.

The hall with candles.

Going on stage, cheering for an encore, we enjoyed ourselves, and ended the night with a loud cheer. Got many photo request too from friends after the performance xD. It was a night to remember...

to remember.

Suki and I

Stella and I

I got flowers!! lol!

Train Dilemma ...

2008-06-16T16:40:00.000+08:00

Deciding that I would need to get the hat for my performance at the concert, I headed with Mike down to KLCC to find it. Disappointed at the price offered by Topman, we headed to Mid Valley to burn the rest of our time and money. Disappointed again that Comic Marts had no more World of Warcraft Starter Deck set, we headed to the arcade for some shooting, and then, finally, headed for the train.

Upon arrival at the station at 6.00 p.m. , the crowd was enormous. Resting our tired legs at the staircase, with Mike coming up with a headache, the only sound we heard was the sound of passengers waiting for the train, and the sound of the P.A. system saying that they are having a technical problem and train has been delayed... over and over again...

We waited from 6.00 p.m. until this time :

The crowd was pilling up, and its was one of the biggest crowd I've ever seen in a train station:

And then, came the first train at..... :

The people rushed to the train like starving people rushing for food. We couldn't even get near the door. This is what it looks like :

The crowd RIGHT after the 1st train left:

So, we missed the first train, never-mind. As we waited and waited and waited, we were repeatedly reminded by the P.A. system that the train will be delayed. We were so bored we came up with songs for KTM ( which will be coming up on the next post ).

More delays :

And more delays...

And finally, besides the normal " The train has been delayed" quote, finally is was " The train to Rawang will be arriving in 4 minutes" finally was heard at :

Without further waiting, Mike and I rushed straight for the door as soon as the 2nd train arrived. Squeezing our way through the crowd, we made it in. Though we were packed like sardines, it didn't matter, cause I was already late for dinner with my family and relatives and I was to just get down 1 station ahead. A chinese guy with his girlfriend was in the train, and it seemed that his girlfriend's handphone was missing ( Welcome to KTM ) He suspected a bunch of Malay boys in front of him took it, and told them to empty their pockets to check. A fight nearly occurred, but both parties negotiated and nothing happened.

Saying bye to Mike and rushing down KL Sentral to get to the LRT, I finally was at relief when I managed to reach the LRT station. Compare these pictures :

The crowd at KTM station

The crowd at LRT

Both transit are in Malaysia, but why does KTM faces so much trouble? Compare it with LRT, it has no match. I beg the kerajaan to do something about this, as this is very frustrating and the people are losing their patience.

Call Me Irresponsible - Part 2

2008-05-31T20:45:00.000+08:00

Welcome to another episode of my terrible and irresponsible life. For those who do not like to read about the this, the 'X' icon is waiting or you on the corner right top.

Lets see how irresponsible I was today. I woke up at 12.35 p.m. Okay, sounds normal for a teen, right? Yea, but taekwondo class starts at 12 p.m. Rushing out of bed, I changed, and my mom dropped me at school. Arriving at 12.45 p.m. , I went in, bowed to my senior, apologised for being nearly 1 hour late. To my surprise, my senior didn't even notice I was late. Whatever.

After taekwondo class, I rushed to a fellow choir member's house for a meeting. The meeting began at 2, my taekwondo class ended at 2. I arrived at her house? 3.30 p.m. On the way, I had ordered take-away from KFC. Eating my Zinger Max in the car, I tried to rush it down my throat as I was reaching the destination. But the ever careless me dropped the burger at the side of the seat. Not bothering how dirty it was, only with the thought that I have to fill up my stomach and attend meeting, I grabbed it up and ate it.

Being careless and irresponsible, I don't know why my friends put so much trust into me. My mother already knows that, that's why she nags to me about EVERY SINGLE FREAKING THING! I feel that I am a fake. How is it that I can be leading the Bass in choir with ease taking part in so many activities, and I tend to sail smoothly but always screw up things by my own? Is it just because I want to show my friends I can do many things? Show-off? The fact that when no friends are around, I don't take things seriously? Yea, that could be it.

Ee Shan can be asking me to help her handle her LPS drama, Taekwondo has me doing demos and training, Choir has me in-charge of selling the hashbrowns and teaching the basses, yet, why am I still such a failure? Maybe I should give up. On everything. Be like my mom. " Why must you be doing it? There are so many other taekwondo members/choir members that can do the job, why must be you?". Thats what she always tells me. Its like she's being so....selfish, which is the total opposite of me. I would put my friends in front of my life. I don't know. I just don't know......

Kem Kepimpinan SMKB 2008 - Day 4

2008-05-28T17:48:00.001+08:00

On our last day, everyone was exhausted but stil full of spirit. Before that, we didn't have to pack our tents and all, because everyone slept at the hall last night ( forgot to mention on my previous post). We woke up, moved our bags away, and had our breakfast. After breakfast, the MPP was getting ready for our " Majils Penutupan". By the time they were done, it was lunch time.

During the "Majils Penutupan", everyone was sleepy thanks to Mr.Chua's speech ( No offence xD).
After the penutupan, we were ready to take the bus back to the jetty for our journey back to Kepong. Upon arrival at the jetty, we had 1 hour before departure, so we shopped around the small town of Pangkor for souveniers and refreshments. After that we took the jetty back, and said goodbye to the staffs. We will miss them. Back in the bus back to Kepong, everyone was quiet. Why? Everyon was sleeping. Only a few of us stayed up. It was a quiet journey back to school. Alas, we reached school at 6.45 p.m. and that was our 4 day 3 nights journey at Pangkor.

Kem Kepimpinan SMKB 2008 - Day 3

2008-05-28T17:32:00.001+08:00

At the time of 5.30, were already awaken. As we did not want to repeat the mistakes we did last night, everyone was very consistent this morning. When asked to masuk baris, everyone did it very sufficiently. After the exercises and morning dancing, we had breakfast, as usual. And were were in for a little treat today. Today, we wil be going to the beach.....and we will be allowed to play in the water! Definitly the best activity in the camp!

Splashing, dancing and cheering at the beach, everyone was happy. Laughter filled the beach and cameras snapped at each other. It was fun.

After that, the staff took us to the waterfall at Pangkor Hill to wash off the salt water from the ocean. But alas, we couldnt find a place to wash off, so we headed for the shower at the campsite. After our shower, was lunch.

Once everyone was filled up, the staffs took groups away in 2 to discuss with them. As for group 3 and 4, we were taken by Staff Hadis. He personally talked to us, and taught us more games and cheers. Once of the cheers I like goes like this: " Boo sama dia!" " BOOOOOO" " Boo panjang!" "BOOOOOOOOOOOO" " Boo pendek!" " Boo" " Boo dalam air!" " BOBOBOBOBOBOBOBO".

We had games after that, and then, were we released to discuss with our own group for the night, as that night was Malam Kebudayaan. As I was MC with Jia Hui, we had to run around preapring our lines and also discussing performances with our own groups. Halfway throughout discussing, the staffs went around asking students from different groups to perform what they did in the clubs. I was called out when they looked for Taekwondo members. I did a Taegeuk 7, and ran away, lol.

The night came finally. After dinner, we all settled down at the hall. The teachers and staffs sat down on their chairs and the night of fun began. The theme was SMKB which meant " Suatu Malam Ketawa Berbahak-bahak" which was the idea of our MPP. The performances were entertaining, and evertyone was laughing their hearts out. There were dramas, singing and even shadow play. It was a great and tiring night for me, as I had to be emcee for the night, perform for my group and perform with the choir. After our performances, we had our coffee/milo, and played a few games before going to sleep.

Kem Kepimpinan SMKB 2008 - Day 2

2008-05-28T17:09:00.001+08:00

Waking up at 6.00 o clock in the morning, we were gathered at our campsite to do morning exercises and games. Before that, we the usual singing of the national anthem and our school song was done. The exercise was fun, and games were more fun xD. Then it was breakfast. We didn't have to prepare the breakfast, as the kitchen did ( though the kithcen was also prepared by our own students). We had some sort of fried rice ( which was like fried rice, but doesnt look fried) with some fish and cabbages...and the fun part was..eat with HANDS!!

After breakfast..it was the jungle trekking. We were to hike up Pangkor Hill to the top of 1206 km and cook lunch there. Pcaking our stuff, we were off for the 2 hour hike. The hike was very vyer challenging. It was steep, filed with tress with sharp thorns on their bark and fallen lumber. Once at the top, we cooked our instant noodles, and prepared to hike back down, WITHOUT the help from our staffs. The going down part is much much harder, as it was super steep. Although we were challenged by gastric attacks, leg cramps and leeches, we made it to the foot of the hill safe and sound with teamwork.

As for that, we were off to the beach!!! WOO!! Upon arrival at the beach, it was just...the best feeling. The wind was blowing, the waves were roaring and the sand was warm. We had fun there dancing and playing even more games. No swimming yet, though, lol. After that, we went back to camp, and the staffs cooked for us saying we were obedient and all. We went for our shower, and gathered at the hall after dinner.

Little did we know, there was a twist. A member from my gorup, Valerie, was late from shower with a friend. As for that, 1 sec late is still late. And she was late for 10 minutes. It was considered as not following insstructions and the staffs were punished by Pak Tam for that. Emotions flooded the hall. People were sobbing and tears were shedding. Valerie voiced out to everyone, but it didn't work. The staff left us to solve everything, and the MPP had to decide what to do next.

The MPP decided to apologise to the staffs. The staffs gave us a talk, and then turn on a forgiving song, and everyone was consoling and apologising to everyone. It was very emotional. right after that, Pak Tam came back and gave us a speech about discipline and everything else. It was a night to remmeber and treasure.

Kem Kepimpinan SMKB 2008 - Day 1

2008-05-28T15:56:00.000+08:00

Woohoo, we are off to a 4 days 3 nights camp at Pulau Pangkor!! We all gathered at school at around 6.45 a.m. on the 24th of May 2008. After grouped, we took 2 busses to the jetty at Perak. Upon arrival, we had our lunch at KFC before boarding the ferry.

The ferry ride was fun. Everyone was taking pictures and laughing away. The sea was beautiful, and we waved at every fisherman we came across. And in 45 minutes...we were at PANGKOR!!

Taking a mini bus to the campsite, we sang on the way, and wooed as we went down steep slopes and the bus was very full. As we came across the beach, we were overjoyed. The beach was breath-taking!

Reaching the campsite, we settled down our bags in the hall which is also the kitchen. We were briefed by our 6 staffs, who will be guiding us for the next 4 days and 3 nights. They are Pak Tam, the leader of all of them, Ayahanda ( Ketua Pelatih), Staff Art ( Specialised in outdoor activities), Staff Hadis ( Games and etc), Staff Chin ( Kebajikan Perempuan) and Staf Hafizul. They first briefed us, and showed us how to set up our tents. After that, we were asked to line up in our groups. There were 8 groups. They are:

1 - Kaybeez
2 - Survivors
3 - Creme de la Creme ( my team xD)
4 - Macgyver
5 - Iron Teenx
6 - Invincible Pangkorman
7 - Fire Phoenix
8 - Silence Intruder

After our intro and cheer, we had 2 hours to bath and to cook our first dinner. Setting up a fire, my group started cooking our materials. There were rice, egg, vege and also hotdogs, lol. The other group had their fire started too, and began cooking. As for the bathing, it was......unexpected. Public bathing. Guys just took of theri shirt and pants, and bathed in their underwear. Oh well, camp life. After our bath and dinner, we had games in the hall. we learned games, dancing and also cheers. We also had our 'perlantikan MPP' ( Majlis Pemimpin Perserta). We learnt dances such as Poco-poco and Chicken Dance ( which was weird, but fun) Then we hit the sack at around 12 something. I stayed up for night patrol though, haha....

Chance Achieved.

2008-05-22T00:18:00.000+08:00

Finally, my mom agreed for me to go for the 'kem kepimpinan'! Hurray!

Looks like luck IS on my side, for now only, haha.

Chance of a Lifetime

2008-05-21T22:01:00.000+08:00

My school was having a 'kem kepimpinan', and I really wanted to attend it, but my ever worried mother disagreed saying that the wheather is bad and that we have to take a ferry across to Pulau Pangkor. Of course, I was dissapointed, and had no choice but to back out.

Then today, Khing Yuan and Sin Rong came looking for me. According to them, a space has opened up for me because Kar Weng, a friend of mine, could not make it. They asked me to take his place in the team. I was overjoyed. A chance has came, and I have to grab it. And what more, she's in that team! I knew this was a sign that luck was on my side, and giving me this chance, I couldn't have asked for more.

I've yet to ask my mom about this, but I'm sure she will allow. I will try later in the night to persue her to give me permission.

Call Me Irresponsible

2008-05-19T16:54:00.000+08:00

I am irresponsible. I admit. I've always been. Yet I do not do anything about it. That makes me even more irresponsible. And being iresponsible makes a wimp, too. Let me tell you why.

Today was Wesak Day. A public holiday, which means no school. I still had my normal 6.00 p.m. to 9.45 p.m. tuition on, but in addition, my Physics class was on today because my teacher wasn't available during the coming Wednesday, so he asked us to replace Wednesday class today at 2 p.m. to 3.45 p.m. She also attends the same class as I do. As far I'm concern, I would want to attend the class, but I also had choir practice at Ai Teng's house from 12 p.m. to 4 p.m. And this is what happened today.

I was suppose to go for Taekwondo training at 8 a.m. to 10 a.m. in school today. The championship was on the 1st of June, and those who are participating were suppose to attend today's class. And guess what time I woke up at? 9 a.m. Irresponsible, right? Then I thought " Oh crap, I overslept, nevermind, I'll just go for choir practice at 12 an then to tuition at 2". And I went back to sleep. And the next thing I knew, I woke up sharp 12. Irresponsible? You bet. I got ready, had my cereals and then, my mom asked " What time is your tuition today?". I replied , " 2 o clock to 3.45". Then she said " But your choir, practice is until 4.00 p.m, how?". I replied, " Nevermind-la, later at around 1.30 you pick me up at Ai Teng's house lar". Then she said " If you skip 1 day, can coop anot?". To my surprise, my mom was letting me skip class. So I said " Yea, of course. So I only go for the 6 p.m. tuiton lor". Then my dad sent me over to Ai Teng's house.

Upon reaching there, only Michael, Gary, Jie Ying and Hui Nee was there. They had started their practice already. She wasn't there. Jie Ying then asked me, " Eh, Kien Lam, you're not going tuition meh?". I said, " No, I'm skipping it". Then she said, " But she's going wor, how come you not going?". Then it snapped. I remembered calling her, and informing her about the changes from Wednesday to Monday for this week. During that phone call, she said," Is there any other time I can attend ? ". So from there, I thought she wasn't free to attend class today, but she skipped choir practice to attend tuition, and I skipped tuition to attend choir practice. Clearly, this shows that I don't know my priorities, and that education should be much more important. Irresponsible? Yeap.

I felt like a wimp. And Ai Teng said, " She's coming over later after tuition, why can't you go for tuition first then come later? ". That totally made me felt useless. Ai Teng was right. I was irresponsible. I never think of what's more important, and when I reply, "My mom let me skip, because later on at 6.00 p.m. I still have tuition." Then Ai Teng said, " She also has tuition at 6.00 p.m. mah, why she can make it and you can't?". Irresponsible? Totally.

I hate myself. My mom was right. I do not know my priorities, and I have no responsibilities. This is probably why I never succeed much in anything. Responsibilities......

The Start of Failing.

2008-05-16T17:40:00.000+08:00

After a 2 weeks exam, everyone returned to school with their normal heavy bags and text books. Back to school on Friday as yesterday was the last day for our exams, as usual, we arranged our tables back into position and just sat down and chatted the day away as classes don't really go on after exams. Everyone was eager for the holidays to start and some were eager to find out how well or badly they did for their test. And as for our class, we were given answers for our papers to mark, so this is what I got.....

First, we had our English papers back. After checking through the essays, grammars and my summary, I scored a fair 89/100 ( overall marks with 2 papers combined) . Great? Well, lets see if the following is as great as my English. I had my Biology paper 1 results ( Pn. Go did not return us the answer sheet, just asked us to check answer with our question paper) and scored 27/50 questions. Bad? Yeap, I agree.

And then back to class we went for Add Maths. because our Add Maths teacher is also our Mathematics ( a.k.a Modern Maths ) teacher, she only gave marks for Mathematics Paper 2. And over 100 marks, I only scored a 29. TWENTY NINE!!! Terrible? Yes. Even the boy who don't do homework and always gets demerited can score higher than me. On average, everyone scored around 50+, but me? 29. This is a sign, that failure is coming. Very soon the other papers will return and once again I'll have to face the music. I hope those who are reading this will score good marks for their exam, unlike me. I've nothing more to say. Bye.

Finally

2008-05-15T15:13:00.000+08:00

Woohoo!! Exam's are over!!! After a long 9 days exam, finally, it has come to an end. Everyone is relieved and looking forward to the 2 weeks holidays. I can't say that I'm overjoyed because the exam has come to an end, but the fact that I'm going to be busy this holiday with plans and I am skipping the Singapore trip with my family to attend to all this.

Besides that, I'm still not going to enjoy this holiday for a reason. I can't take the fact that I suck at my maths, or ANY subjects that involves calculations. To majority of the students, subjects which involves calculations are easy. They hate memorising. I, on the other hand, find memorising very,very easy. Surprised? Maybe you're not. I can do well in memorising subjects such as History and Biology but I can suck at calculating subjects. And the condition is vice versa with the other students. Why is that so? I do not know.

But alas, the exams are down, I can say that I am still happy bout it. Till next time, readers. Bye.

Disappointment and disappointed

2008-05-12T16:02:00.000+08:00

Having read my Biology till 3 a.m. in the dawn, I was ready to face the Biology exam that was coming up the following morning. After reading about phospholipid bilayers, enzymes and the potato experiment ( Thanks Jie Ying..), I went to bed to catch some shut eye.

Waking up in the morning, I had my Milo, mom dropped me at school, and guess what? For the first time in my 4 years of secondary school, I WAS LATE! FOR THE 1st TIME! Owh well, guess you can't argue with rules, even though there was a traffic jam before I arrived. Besides, Eugene was with me, so up we went on the stage watched by thousands of pairs of eyes. After assembly, the prefect gave us a warning, and back to class we went for our exam.

The Biology paper was passed to us, and were given instructions to check and then, begin. I flipped opened my first page. 'Owh, fill in the blanks with the procedure for a scientific experiment, I read that last night, I can do that", was what I thought when I saw the question. Then, it happened. I forgot. I couldn't recall. My mind went blank. I tried the next question. " State 3 things that must be done during problem statement". AGAIN! It was something I read last nigt, I remembered that I read it, but I can't remember! Owh My Gosh! And this went on to almost 1/5 of the paper......forgetting what I have read a night before but remembering that I have read it before. Sad, isn't it?

There you have it, a whole night's effort down the drain. Hopefully I can still make a B3 and if by luck, an A2 would be nice. There's only 2 words I can say for my self, disappointment and disappointed.

I Don't Know What You Want.

2008-05-07T15:34:00.000+08:00

Mothers. They care for us. They raised us. They did EVERYTHING for us. We listen to them, obey their instructions and of course, love them as they love us. But sometimes, I don't understand what my mother actually wants. It's so random. My tale will tell you what I mean.

It was 12.20 a.m. Wednesday. I was doing Maths exercises as I had a Maths test later on in the morning. I suck at Maths, really. I hate that subject the most. But still, to improve, you have to practice, right? Although it has been set, few weeks ago, that I go to bed at 11.00 on school nights, but it's exam season. So, studying up a little late should have been okay. But NOOOO!!!! " Go to sleep now, don't you know what time is it now? Don't you know you have a Maths test tomorrow?!", yelled my mom from downstairs. I know what she meant. She wanted me to have enough rest so that I'm ready tomorrow. So that I can wake up in time for school tomorrow. So that I can have a fresh mind for Maths tomorrow. But does she ever think of that, even if I had a fresh mind, but not knowing how to solve those equations, does it make any difference? And when I reply, " I'm still doing my revision, later-la", she snaps back with the " If you were so hard-working, you would have started studying long ago before the exam started".

Fine, I admit. I'm lazy. If it wasn't for exams, my whole life would be games and games and games. But can't she see the point that I'm trying to improve myself? I'm actually trying to study which is something which I never do, and this is what I get. At least I'm not like one of those boys who don't bother at all. " You don't try and compare yourself with them! You want to compare, compare with your other friends who are in the better class than you are. Everyone is sensible, they know it's for their future, so they study always, but you? ".

Let me ask you readers now. When did she get any solid proof that I'm actually the only one not studying, and all of my friends are studying everyday? Can anyone answer? And things are always the same. She never gives me words of encouragement. Instead, it's always the " I-told-you-so" kind of reply. Like for example, I told me mom about the time I auditioned for Malam Koko performances. I screwed up my first song, and did well with my second song, WHICH, I always screw up the second song during practice, and did perfectly with the 1st. And this was what I got when right after I told her that: " I told you already, the songs you chose not suitable, yet you still want to sing those kind of songs, how to sing? ". Or when I get test results that were bad: " I told you right, Maths have to practise, you can't just read it like a storybook". Can't she just for once say something like " Never mind, just remember to do better next time, there's plenty of room for improvement". Wouldn't that sound more appropriate?

And as always, she thinks whatever she says is helping me out, but she doesn't know that what she's doing is repeating the same old nagging about everything. She thinks it helps, in actual fact, it makes me feel even more moodier and then no mood for studying. Always telling me to study just when I want to go study, like I as if I have to be told. And when I get good results, " See, if I didn't always push you to study, you think you will get these results?". AS IF I EVEN ASKED HER TO REMIND ME!!! Whenever she does that, I have totally no mood to study, and that basically sucks.

So there you have it, I couldn't argue back or say anything, actually, I don't want to, because Mother's Day is coming up, and I wouldn't want any conflict between me and her now. But for that I know, I don't know what she wants.

exam,Exam, EXAM!!!!

2008-05-04T00:50:00.000+08:00

Exam season....the most hated season besides spring,summer,autumn and winter. Yet we have to face it every half a year. And students face the ultimate ones at the age of 12, 15 and 17 in Malaysia. It's unavoidable.

Being in Form 4 this year, I have to face with more subjects than ever. My exam stretches for 2 weeks long. New subjects such as Biology, Chemistry, Physics and Add Maths are such a pain to learn, yet can we avoid? Nope, we can't.

I can only study harder and hope for the best. Same for my pals. Hope they all do well. Never give in, never give up.

The Beginning of the End.

2008-05-03T23:51:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone. Hope you all are doing fine. I've just started this blog because I don't really have a good listener when I am faced with problems beyond the limit most 16 year olds can handle. Thanks to Blogspot, I can list down my troubles here like a diary. Feel free to read my upcoming posts as I do not mind people reading them.

I'm Kien Lam. My internet name is Rentrix. Don't ask me where I got the name, I made it up. Though its lame, it's a combination from Tao Ren ( a chinese shaman from an anime series called Shaman King ) and from the popular trilogy, TheMatrix. Lame as it may be, it's still my trademark =). Let see what else I did not mention....hmm...ah, yes, I am 16 this year. Yup, got through my PMR already, survived with 6 A's and 1 B. Now currently suffering in Form 4 both in academics and curicullums ( Ok, maybe I'm doing well with my curriculums, oh well...)

If you were to compare me to any of my companions, you can say I stand out more than them. In terms, I like to do many things. Lets start with hobbies. Firstly, which most Malaysian teen boys won't make it their favourite hobby, I love singing. Yeap, singing. Singing is by far the most enjoyable and relaxing activity I have discovered since I was 10. I did my first performance when I was 10 for Teacher's Day in my primary school with the song 'Uptown Girl' ( blindly chose the song just because I liked it that time =D ). Since then, I've been performing all the way until right now in Form 4. Besides that, I love sports. Plenty of sports. My favorite is Taekwondo. Currently a Dan 1, I've been in this sport since I was 9. Second would be soccer or football. Though not very good at it, it's the only sport my friends play during P.J class, so thats where I developed the love for that game.

Now remember when I said I can be considered 'stood out' from my companions? Now I'll tell you why. Besides all of the above, I can list down these things that I enjoy doing, which some are common, and some are not:

-Skating ( Ice, Skateboard, Rollerblade)
-Magic Tricks
-Dancing ( Breakdance, Hip-hop) p.s- which I am totally not good at.
-Music (Besides singing, I learn the keyboard by myself)
-X-games ( Skateboarding, Rollerblading) p.s- Hardly does it.
-Video making ( From online games to reality videos, search for Rentriz on Youtube to watch my videos)

There are lots more for me to list, which I forgot. Of course, I do enjoy normal stuff teenager boys do such as online-gaming. In fact, I play online games alot.

My social life is very, very, complicating and fun. Up to my life till now, I've met people from all different aspects of life. I've met friends that I can trust, and friends that are just fun to be with. My social life groups into many categories such as family, online-ers, taekwondo exponets, choir members ( owh yea, I'm in my school choir xD ), footballers, performing friends and many more. So I can conclude that my lifestyle is rather..........like the Malaysians say, 'rojak'.

I study at Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Kepong Baru, a good school with great achievements. I can say I'm quite proud to be accepted into this school. I'm in my school's Taekwondo club and a Bass leader in the choir club ( sadly, I'm bass). My current class is 4M, a noisy but not-so-bad class.

Thats basically all that I have to say ( though I think I have more), if I carry on, I might be the next Mr.Ong, which I wouldnt want to be. I shall update this blog every single time something happens in my life that is complicating. Bye for now.